Here are some things on my mind at the moment.

I'm in my mid-late 20s and feeling more dread and existentialism than I have since early high school. I worry people will always fight, that problems will never be solved, and that my hope of bringing children into the world is a bad idea.

I'm not feeling fulfilled in my life. I got through high school and college and grad school and early career and dating and getting married... Now what? I am planning on having kids but I don't want to make my life fulfillment contingent on parenthood. I'm looking for solutions now to hopefully avoid future issues there.

One of the places I'm looking for fulfillment is in fandom and in internet projects like this. I want to feel connected to those with similar interests as mine. But I worry that my mostly-casual interest will be scoffed at by the true obsessives, and I don't know what it says about me that I wish I could find myself obsessed with something. Is that me wishing I could find my fulfillment outside of myself? That a show or book or movie would create enough passion within myself that it would carry me through?/p>

- Less Existential Stuff -

I enjoy reading, crocheting, casual video games, and TV. Current things I love are Good Omens and Our Flag Means Death, and my spouse and I are re-watching Next Generation.

I'm back on Tumblr, trying to wean myself off of multi-hour TikToking, and have been mostly off Reddit since the whole killing-apps ordeal.